My first EVAR 13 wonders! Wootz!

It’s the end of the world.

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Because I lost my phone.

Well, technically speaking, I lost a phone. But what I lost actually far exceeds what the phone is worth. All my damn contacts, serveral blog entries I saved in my phone, the freedom to surf on the go, contactablility…. the list goes on and on.

What angers me most was that, everytime I find a phone or wallet, I make sure it is returned to it’s rightful owner – even if I have to take my own personal time to meet the owner at a desginated place.

However, whenever it was my turn to lose something, it never comes back.

Good guys die young. Really.

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Time to go phone scouting the next book out.

( Edit: Blur me posted this on my OLD blog, only realising it after 9 days. WTF. )

Fiesty barfly Nadnut ( you ought to be slapped if you don’t know she’s the one on the far right ) is pitting against 4 other bloggers on the soyjoy competition! The winners gets a 4d3n trip to Japan!

JAPAN!

Because I’m forcing her to buy me souvenirs, Being a fellow barfly, it felt like a duty to me to help spread this around so here it is!

( I had problems putting up the blogger badge so I’ll skip it ). Edit@12.01am: Ok, it’s working again.

Here’s How:

1) Go to http://gi-joy.com/.
2) Click on the arrow buttons until Nadnut grows bigger ( is selected. Heh )
3) Click on "Vote Me"

Alternatively, can put her blogger badge and plug her on your blog as well!.

Do help for the sake of my souvenirs!

Just a while ago, someone just told me very subtlely that he appreciated my help.

I came to realise, how unappreciative people can get, and how people have been taking things for granted, acting like things ARE supposed to that way. How long have it been since someone last told you sincerely that you are very much appreciated for the stuffs you have done?

That simple comment made me very happy.

Amazing how just a heartfelt thanks can bring a world to another person.

Random: I have, the picture of my niece on my hp wallpaper, and i feel damn happy whenever i look at my phone wallpaper. Damn cute! Haha!

I just had supper with a few of my good friends over at our usual hangout.

Just did the usual routine, sat down, order some drinks and talk cock.

Somehow, it felt different today.

Well, they DID managed to force some of my secrets out today though, those bitches. Heh.

All of a sudden, I felt lucky, that I have a such a bunch of good friends whom I can share my darkest secrets with.

Awwwwwwwww.

On a total sidenote, a motorcyclist almost whack my friend’s car with a metal chain after losing a race with him on the road. Heng my friend swerved and turned to another road just in time and the motorcyclist couldn’t follow. What the fuck is happening to this world?

And so, I was half-dragged into attending an early mother’s day celebration with my family by my parents, partly because I already had plans for the night.

It’s been a long long time since I last saw my cousins and family members.

Boy, I was shocked.

I saw my niece and woah! She’s already primary one! So big already! ( The last time i saw her was when she was… three? )

Damn damn damn damn cute girl! Laughs so innocently, cries at the slightest teasing and talks so so so so much.

Took me a long time to coax her into taking this picture with me. She just couldn’t believe I am her uncle. Maybe because i *cough cough* looks very young la hor? *coughs coughs*

She’s long-sighted too! ( aka lao hua – don’t ask me why ).

She looks damn cute and ah-ma with her specs tilting slightly downwards and her looking upwards.

Damnnnnn cuteeee laaaaa!

*melts*

P.S: Went to a pub near my camp with my family. Boy, my uncles and aunties all damn happening one loh. My auntie said she will jio me the next time they go pubbing. Woah. Sibei onz sia!

感觉怪怪的。

为什么在夜深人静的时候， 我总是静不下来？

明明累个半死，但脑海里却不断的浮现一些我不想去面对人或事。

在床上翻来覆去，真不好受。

好郁闷啊！

其实， 我不想 emo 的。就是控制不了自己的思想于想法。

哎。

还是会到床上翻来覆去吧。

晚安。

Tell me, why is this world so ugly?

Lies, deception, cheatings.

Why do we have to live among all these actions, corrupting both ourselves and the people around us every minute the heart beats?

Why does everyone have to put on a pretty mask and parade around when they are utterly rotten and hopeless deep down?

Why, am I losing faith in everything and everyone around me because I can no longer know how they really looked like under the grinning masks they wore everyday?

And why am I, as much as I hate it, wearing the same masks?

Why, is everything but a facade?

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Edit: This isn’t emo. This is…. helplessness.

I hope you are ok, ( you know who you are ).

Anytime, Anywhere. Call or sms me if you ever needed someone to talk to. = )

Hello, I’m backed.

Ok. And so, I’ve not blogged for quite some time, partly because I didn’t want to turn this place into a whole emo junkyard.

Probably also because nothing’s really interesting in my life now. What to expect from someone serving the nation?

Photo I took quite some time back when I was out with xiaobudian and mark.

Oh, how I could drive out and snap some pictures now.

I’ll be updating again more regularly now, and I’ll *try* not to turn this place any emo than it already is now.

Try only huh.

I saw her on the train and i walked away almost instantly, like i’m programmed to do so.

I have no idea why i did that instead of saying hi.

Ok, fuck. What’s wrong with me?