18 days into Year 2010.

It might be a tad early to decide, but 2010 started off with a good start for me.

Or maybe, It’s just that 2009 was just too sucky, anything seems to be better then nothing.

Barely too weeks have past, but it felt like total new year ( well, technically speaking it IS a new year, but…. if you get what i meant… ), with loads of new beginnings and lots of opportunities available.

And it does help me feel a lot more cheerful, seeing the year printed on the calender is the same as the year which is printed on my camp pass.

Year 2010.

I’m not really sure why. Perhaps, it’s because I’ve been meeting a lot of people and talking to them, I’m seeing things in a different light now. Maybe even inspired.

I have a whole lot of things which I want to accomplish this year and more importantly, I feel the drive to accomplish them. Well, you can say that they are my 2010 resolutions, but hey, I rather not call them that because I do have the tendency to not fulfill my resolutions. Heh.

So here goes:

1) The damn driving license.

2) Shed off the extra weight. Hey, I know I’m growing sideways…. don’t remind me la. Give me some time to shed that few kilos ok?

3) Quit the poison. My health’s at stake.

4) Start investing.

5) Start my part-time degree.

6) Start reading self-help books again.

7) Girlfriend. For real, this time.

8 ) Start playing the keyboard and guitar again.

Hopefully, I’ll be discipined enough to follow through these task eh?

Hmmmmm…..

I stepped out of my room a while ago and was shocked to see my sister in a whole new uniform And then, it dawned on me; today is the start of school.

It seems only just a while ago when I held my sister in my arms, changed her diapers and fed her with the milk bottle. In the blink of an eye, she’s already going to start her secondary education.

As much as I call her my pesky little sister, or tell anyone and everyone how irritating she is, I can’t help but recall the times when I’ll disturb her until she cry, tickle her until she calls for help or the times when I scold her for being too wilful, or the times when she offers to share with me sweets she bought with the pocket money she saved up.

I sat there, staring at her and suddenly started asking her loads of question; enough pocket money? ezlink card topped up already? got bring keys? got bring handphone?

Guess, She is still my beloved little sister after all.

And so, 2009 was over.

I’ll skip on the new year resolutions, since I will pretty much forget about them and not fulfill them anyway.

2009 wasn’t a good year for most people. I’ll say mine was pretty bad.

If someone were to ask me why was my 2009 bad, I realised that I can’t really pinpoint why. Just a general feeling that everything doesn’t work out as planned.

The last few days of 2009 was a blast though. A good way to send the bad year away, in my opinion. Had christmas countdown with the barflies and new year with a group of close friends.

3rd day of 2010, life still hasn’t changed much. Everything seems rather bleak and aimless.

Perhaps, It was foolish of me to think that everything will be better now that it’s 2010.

Now, something to cheer me up again before i drown myself in music again.

Courtesy of Ahtiong. Nice vid, you rock man!

No, I haven died.

Just pretty caught up with things.

I don’t know why, but everything seemed so mundane in life. LIke, nothing’s worth talking about.

And so, I’ll update when I feel like it.

Meanwhile, check my plurk ( right hand side of the screen )

As i come to the next milestone in my life, i sat down at a lonely corner and thought about all the things which had happened in my life; things i regret doing, things i regret not doing, the people whom i met up till now, family, friends and a whole damn lot of other other things.

That said, i told myself that i should be more mature from now on, work towards my goals without procastinating, fulfill the promises i made to myself and others, kick my bad habits and treat my family better.

The past 20 years have been fulfilling, and the next 20 years ought to be better.

As the clock strike 12, I’m turning 21, probably 1/3 of my life. I’m not young anymore.

Time to get serious.

Keep that in mind, Robin Lim.

A friend of mine was talking about how he was still thinking of his ex when I accidentally blurt out her name and then realised, opps! He doesn’t know of her existance.

-_-

Shit.

The horror.

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Anyway, I told him to get over it, like a man and stopped getting emotional over small little bits of things which will remind him of her.

Perhaps, harsh as I was to him, I was giving myself a stern reminder not to do so too.

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Maybe a new phone which can enable me to surf on the go ( even in camp ) will bring back my blogging mood. I’m thinking of HTC SNAP, the non-camera version. Hmmmmm.

Some friendship are meant to be forever.

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I met up with a BMT friend of mine who shares the same birthdate as me yesterday.

A simple drink by the riverside and talking about old times makes me feel so happy, like how things hasn’t change a bit since I last saw him 9 months back.

It’s really the times when you go through shit together that forges the best friendships.

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Congrats to all the new officers from zulu platoon 4 sept 2008! One more year to ORD starting today! ( except for edward, if you are reading this. HAHA. )

We were toying with the idea of celebrating our birthdays together and inviting all our BMT mates back for a gathering…

Hmmmmmm.

Caught this song on a friend’s mp3 player recently and got real emo hearing it. Kind of caught me my surprise, since it was on shuffle mode.

歌名:理想情人
歌手:杨丞琳

穿上洋装看着手表
时间快到心碰碰的跳
和你的第一次约会来临了
金色的阳光洒满人行道
换了新唇膏把头发弄好
要你看到我的好
喜欢看你走路充满自信
说话时候你的专注眼神
温柔的表情笑容里的天真
我相信找不到有比你更好的人
你心里理想情人是几分
是否也会有我的份
好想知道你的100分
会给怎样的人
亲爱的你不要再陌生
增加我戏份
我想问亲爱的你把感情升等
朋友变成情人
可不可以告诉我标准
不要让我一直等
听着那时间滴答的走
对街的你在点头
好像一个梦渐渐走到我前头

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Am I the only one who still cares about this song?

I wonder.

( Oh FML. I typed a whole lot of shit but wordpress ate it all up. This re-entry shall be full of random-ness. ).

Alas! Good times always seems to pass so fast.

The final day of my stay-out life is here. Doom Impending.

Say goodbye to late night supper, crazy mahjong marathons, spontenous outings and clubs.

Say hello once again to crazy hectic schedules and screwed up life.

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I zouk-ed this week, after 2 years of abstaining from it. It’s good to know that I haven quite lost my touch. Hmmmmmmm.

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Someone said something about my character and was so spot on on it that it left me speechless, even though the urge to retort him was overwhelming, because he said it with such confidence that it irks me.

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I always feel weird when I step into hougang.

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Out.

还是放不下。。。。吗?